it seems things only got worsen after days of cool down. It didnt seems to help at all. i just couldnt understand myself and others. Were i right in the first place? as in.........i thought of writting down everything, every thougth i made, but i guess i failed and all of them are gone by then.
in the streets, i see and i think. but i wasn't thinking what i should be thinking, but something else. blame me for being so ignorant. I didnt expect what is happening to happened between two, three, four five whatever...us.
i guess i will not step forward, but backward if one understands.
time will tell whether it's right or wrong.
If someday, I were to be ignorant, it would be i had chose the wrong choice. But despite it's wrong, it may be good in one way.
for now i have little or no feelings.
and i wish everyone is doing well for attachment.
