at last the 2 days serving queues is over..made lots of mistakes..big or small..made me last to leave...i know i am slowww..and i know working isn't easy. so i don't think i am going to quit! the serious thing is i am so tense i still think of myself working and i will suddenly wake up saying something.. can't remember what i said though.
everyday i look at you. i think of you. blah blah
but i do know these days are getting shorter each day
i am just happy to be able to interact with you. yupps
9:38 PM
a boring mooncake festival, or should say i made it boring for being emotional? everything was kind of well-planned i thought, but it didn't seems to happen..ehs..working days turning horrible because i will be serving queues at the counter. gosh i was eventually trembling and i did something stupid by writing on the booking form instead of the booking system. hello it's not natas! =.= alright..my body was actually trembling..and i have totally forgotten what i have just learn. well let's take things slowly..you seems to be doing totally fine. i wonder how you actually do it..
| You Are An ISFJ |
The Nurturer
You have a strong need to belong, and you very loyal.
A good listener, you excel at helping others in practical ways.
In your spare time, you enjoy engaging your senses through art, cooking, and music.
You find it easy to be devoted to one person, who you do special things for.
In love, you express your emotions through actions.
Taking care of someone is how you love them. And you do it well!
At work, you do well in a structured environment. You complete tasks well and on time.
You would make a good interior designer, chef, or child psychologist.
How you see yourself: Competent, dependable, and detail oriented
When other people don't get you, they see you as: Boring, dominant, and stuck in a rut |
5:00 PM
i have learn my lesson for getting drunk for no reasons. and now i sort of regret doing it. i shall remind myself to control myself. it's not really funny to get drunk and sleep inside the toilet. =xx what else. i got myself sore throat. probably i puke too much till my throat was sort of like infected. and despite all the antibiotics, now my throat still keep kind of uncomfortable. i wonder why..
i guess i was really fortunate to make good friends while working. people that i can joke and laugh with. i shall just enjoy the time working and have 'fun'. it really keeps you away from thinking too much. simply too tired to think anything else. but i do miss going out with my friends...sighs...
what's the point of having all the money when i am not happy? i seriously need to shop and spend my money...
and do you know i am always noticing you ? :|
11:25 PM
getting emo these days...help!
11:19 PM
managed to survive 2 days of natas fair at expo.
what is cheap labour to me?
working at 5.50per hr compared to those people with carry on their bag giving flyers at 10per hr.
x times the stress. have to be alert at all times or else you gonna pay
i did make a lot of mistakes here and there..but i just kept quiet.
was told there was commission. in the end, it seems there wasn't. i still hoping for a glimpse of hope since the word was said by the assistant gm/gm. have no idea.
the best thing was getting scolded by one of this ridiculous customer. just congratulate me alright. and only then i realised things had been piling up on me. and i am just actually putting my problems aside. sunday was the emo day. and i realised i wasn't as strong as before. holding back my tears in front of everyone was so hard. i almost cried while walking away. shhhh =xx that scolding wasn't enough to trigger the red button..it was something else..which i have running away from. you got to face it again. i keep telling myself this. incidents after incidents, people grow up, why can't i? how can you be so strong?
i recently realised i have miss out a lot of good stuffs in life.
and now for some photos :)
appreciate the sky sunset at my workplace
so many mooncakes...i wonder how am i going to finish them all..hmm
11:27 PM
i ran from the the lom day today.
questioning myself what was wrong with me.
it was such an unlucky day being alone and with the same group with this person. oh man.
completely lost...
i noticed i haven't prepare myself to face anyone..
but still i have enjoyed myself today..taking a break from work makes me feel good.
seeing friends brightens my day :)
11:47 PM
12:01 AM
with the so many itineraries, city and airline codes, there's really no time to faint. kind of hard to know that i am going to be solo at the call centre to answer calls from customers sooner or later lahs. we should just be paid better, with the wide job scope compared to administrative work, i wonder why i am paid so much lesser than my friends. this is so unfair! and this is life. till now i am still a bit blur why am i working at a place where it doesn't suit my job scope. and when the planner/instructor asked about the school and course i am in, i already began laughing at the beginning word 'logistic'..thanks to weiming who introduce this unrelated job to me. and he was the one laughing too! =/ wonder why i am here. so the 3 days hectic training finally ended, be glad or not i am off on thursday! and there is this quite pretty planner who introduced to us korea. she even treated all of us with ice cream lahs..so good! heex..and that was my first time eating moo..=x
to chit: though we are so far apart and have only actually seen you once, i thank you for all the encouragement and teachings you have taught me to be a stronger man. despite of me not replying your messages, neglecting you when i was down, disappointing you, i am really glad that you are still there for me. you continue to share with me your stories and thoughts even though i am always the one keeping quiet in the conversation. now that you are leaving for further studies, i do wish you all the best. and i definitely will miss you, miss the times we chat on msn. It’s really great knowing you as a friend =))
artillery in you area!
well fed lovely kois aren't they?
11:30 PM
had been 2 months since that night..did you still remember it? and i have been busy recently, real busy which is a good thing i know.
went to this army open day on saturday morning. got a clearer picture after visiting my brother's camp. and army life isn't easy at all. doing all the parts with rifle and full gear. it's heavy =.= eventually i tried out some of the training..did part of the napfa test too. managed to score quite well (except for pull-up)..still too weak to do and i sort of cheated because i didn't do a full rep and that guy told me it won't be counted in real. alright..that's one and enough to kill me (: i got stomach cramp these few days after doing rushing the sit-ups at once. i sprained my middle finger too. :( ouch. and they have automated machines with infra red to do all the counting in sit-ups, shuttle run, pull up, standing board jump. 'how lucky you guys are,' my brother said. oh yea like real. we still have to do it anyway. dots. back to my uncle's house with my grandma (mama) to see my 2 little cousins. but they are still too shy to talk and play with me. always running away. sadded..guess cause i don't see them often la..no choice. had a short but satisfying dinner at nearby..
and my uncle told me to learn to take and let things go. yes it may be a simple theory to say. i don't know why but it had to be told my people before it will drill in your head better.
sunday morning, a good day to go yum cha with family :) and eventually i did go to my dad's place and with my uncle's side. it's kind of sad because you went back to the same spot, but things were different. so different. the person you wished wasn't there anymore, but the background remained there, unchanged. the only thing that changed is me and you. and she is happily with another guy..it must be. so it's fine? shrugs :)
and finally today it's my first day training at chan brother! just hope to enjoy my working days.. shall update more next time.
11:21 PM
at last the 2 days serving queues is over..made lots of mistakes..big or small..made me last to leave...i know i am slowww..and i know working isn't easy. so i don't think i am going to quit! the serious thing is i am so tense i still think of myself working and i will suddenly wake up saying something.. can't remember what i said though.
everyday i look at you. i think of you. blah blah
but i do know these days are getting shorter each day
i am just happy to be able to interact with you. yupps
9:38 PM
a boring mooncake festival, or should say i made it boring for being emotional? everything was kind of well-planned i thought, but it didn't seems to happen..ehs..working days turning horrible because i will be serving queues at the counter. gosh i was eventually trembling and i did something stupid by writing on the booking form instead of the booking system. hello it's not natas! =.= alright..my body was actually trembling..and i have totally forgotten what i have just learn. well let's take things slowly..you seems to be doing totally fine. i wonder how you actually do it..
| You Are An ISFJ |
The Nurturer
You have a strong need to belong, and you very loyal.
A good listener, you excel at helping others in practical ways.
In your spare time, you enjoy engaging your senses through art, cooking, and music.
You find it easy to be devoted to one person, who you do special things for.
In love, you express your emotions through actions.
Taking care of someone is how you love them. And you do it well!
At work, you do well in a structured environment. You complete tasks well and on time.
You would make a good interior designer, chef, or child psychologist.
How you see yourself: Competent, dependable, and detail oriented
When other people don't get you, they see you as: Boring, dominant, and stuck in a rut |
5:00 PM
i have learn my lesson for getting drunk for no reasons. and now i sort of regret doing it. i shall remind myself to control myself. it's not really funny to get drunk and sleep inside the toilet. =xx what else. i got myself sore throat. probably i puke too much till my throat was sort of like infected. and despite all the antibiotics, now my throat still keep kind of uncomfortable. i wonder why..
i guess i was really fortunate to make good friends while working. people that i can joke and laugh with. i shall just enjoy the time working and have 'fun'. it really keeps you away from thinking too much. simply too tired to think anything else. but i do miss going out with my friends...sighs...
what's the point of having all the money when i am not happy? i seriously need to shop and spend my money...
and do you know i am always noticing you ? :|
11:25 PM
getting emo these days...help!
11:19 PM
managed to survive 2 days of natas fair at expo.
what is cheap labour to me?
working at 5.50per hr compared to those people with carry on their bag giving flyers at 10per hr.
x times the stress. have to be alert at all times or else you gonna pay
i did make a lot of mistakes here and there..but i just kept quiet.
was told there was commission. in the end, it seems there wasn't. i still hoping for a glimpse of hope since the word was said by the assistant gm/gm. have no idea.
the best thing was getting scolded by one of this ridiculous customer. just congratulate me alright. and only then i realised things had been piling up on me. and i am just actually putting my problems aside. sunday was the emo day. and i realised i wasn't as strong as before. holding back my tears in front of everyone was so hard. i almost cried while walking away. shhhh =xx that scolding wasn't enough to trigger the red button..it was something else..which i have running away from. you got to face it again. i keep telling myself this. incidents after incidents, people grow up, why can't i? how can you be so strong?
i recently realised i have miss out a lot of good stuffs in life.
and now for some photos :)
appreciate the sky sunset at my workplace
so many mooncakes...i wonder how am i going to finish them all..hmm
11:27 PM
i ran from the the lom day today.
questioning myself what was wrong with me.
it was such an unlucky day being alone and with the same group with this person. oh man.
completely lost...
i noticed i haven't prepare myself to face anyone..
but still i have enjoyed myself today..taking a break from work makes me feel good.
seeing friends brightens my day :)
11:47 PM
12:01 AM
with the so many itineraries, city and airline codes, there's really no time to faint. kind of hard to know that i am going to be solo at the call centre to answer calls from customers sooner or later lahs. we should just be paid better, with the wide job scope compared to administrative work, i wonder why i am paid so much lesser than my friends. this is so unfair! and this is life. till now i am still a bit blur why am i working at a place where it doesn't suit my job scope. and when the planner/instructor asked about the school and course i am in, i already began laughing at the beginning word 'logistic'..thanks to weiming who introduce this unrelated job to me. and he was the one laughing too! =/ wonder why i am here. so the 3 days hectic training finally ended, be glad or not i am off on thursday! and there is this quite pretty planner who introduced to us korea. she even treated all of us with ice cream lahs..so good! heex..and that was my first time eating moo..=x
to chit: though we are so far apart and have only actually seen you once, i thank you for all the encouragement and teachings you have taught me to be a stronger man. despite of me not replying your messages, neglecting you when i was down, disappointing you, i am really glad that you are still there for me. you continue to share with me your stories and thoughts even though i am always the one keeping quiet in the conversation. now that you are leaving for further studies, i do wish you all the best. and i definitely will miss you, miss the times we chat on msn. It’s really great knowing you as a friend =))
artillery in you area!
well fed lovely kois aren't they?
11:30 PM
had been 2 months since that night..did you still remember it? and i have been busy recently, real busy which is a good thing i know.
went to this army open day on saturday morning. got a clearer picture after visiting my brother's camp. and army life isn't easy at all. doing all the parts with rifle and full gear. it's heavy =.= eventually i tried out some of the training..did part of the napfa test too. managed to score quite well (except for pull-up)..still too weak to do and i sort of cheated because i didn't do a full rep and that guy told me it won't be counted in real. alright..that's one and enough to kill me (: i got stomach cramp these few days after doing rushing the sit-ups at once. i sprained my middle finger too. :( ouch. and they have automated machines with infra red to do all the counting in sit-ups, shuttle run, pull up, standing board jump. 'how lucky you guys are,' my brother said. oh yea like real. we still have to do it anyway. dots. back to my uncle's house with my grandma (mama) to see my 2 little cousins. but they are still too shy to talk and play with me. always running away. sadded..guess cause i don't see them often la..no choice. had a short but satisfying dinner at nearby..
and my uncle told me to learn to take and let things go. yes it may be a simple theory to say. i don't know why but it had to be told my people before it will drill in your head better.
sunday morning, a good day to go yum cha with family :) and eventually i did go to my dad's place and with my uncle's side. it's kind of sad because you went back to the same spot, but things were different. so different. the person you wished wasn't there anymore, but the background remained there, unchanged. the only thing that changed is me and you. and she is happily with another guy..it must be. so it's fine? shrugs :)
and finally today it's my first day training at chan brother! just hope to enjoy my working days.. shall update more next time.
11:21 PM
