the night is so lonely..especially since last night. oh yes..and it will be as lonely as it can be since then...i tried my best to analyse situation before attempting, but still failed in the end. things will never be the same ever again, though i will try. i shall not tear in front of anybody, especially in front of you. let's just treat this as a nightmare. i was wrong for everything. everything i did was actually mistakes.

why's there so much sadness in my life? and i finally broke out hanging on for so long when i refreshing what i went through......

thanks.

no matter what. just wish me luck.

the moon and the little star

on a night when little star refuses to sparkle. here's a short conversation between them.

star: smile! cant u see im sparkling!

moon: normally you really sparkling..but not tonight.

star: blocked by clouds le

moon: i cldn't find u up in the sky...

star: neither can i find myself

moon: where are uuuuu..moon is there...moon feels lonely without the presence of star...sadded

star: star is always there with moon, just that sometimes it get blocked by clouds. moon will always be there ba?

moon: if so moon hopes that there will no clouds..den moon will be able to see and be together with the sparkling star always..and moon loves to be with the star, and be there whether star sparks or not.

moon: but why star dun sparkle. bcos star no matter wanna be with moon? or sth else happened?

star: because star refuse to sparkle... star prefers to hid itslef behind e cloud and disappear for a moment. cause its tired of sparkling. moon nd not worry cause it has many other stars to keep it company

moon: moon only wants the particular star to be with..moon dont care about other stars...moon wants to be with the star it chooses.

star: cause its a ben dan moon

moon: agree. moon continues to be stubborn. but moon is too afraid that star will not sparkle and then left moon alone in the sky...if so moon rather not appear in the sky, cos moon finds it meaningless le..moon hates loneliness.

star: moon will nv be alone

moon: u think so..? so u think moon and star can be together, side by side and not leaving each other?

star: yesh! =)

moon: ((((=

star: just that star may sometimes seems gone but in fact it has nv ever leave its place

to be continued....

have been too busy to blog. my popo from china and jiujiu from canada came to visit us. it was too sudden lahs. they came the midnight after my lom camp. shagged and body aches, but i still couldn't get good sleep. and whole family have been eating outside. mum didn't cook once. lols..family spent a lot of money just for the last week. big figure =x rented a car for 5 days. gosh. ok i must really say i have no sense of direction once i am the driver. and the way i drive..i doubt anyone will dare to sit. hahas..since my brother had returned from his BMT, he became the main driver while i sat in the car and watch. i really got limited time to drive. and anyway i got no where to go. i should say i don't know the way! sighhhhhhh...suddenly i feel very fortunate. it's been really a long time i got to spend so many days with my family. although i am half dead throughout these 5 days, i am so happy and contented lahs. yupps..such a enjoyable holidays. yes.

got to understand what the word '曖昧' really mean. are we in the stage? sometimes i feel it, sometimes i don't. shrugs. speechless..

too many incidents happened. and i dont want to share them here. i don't want to confuse others and myself. but all these shall be kept in my heart, no matter what. because i have spend my happiest moment with you (: i hope things stay where it is......forever.

loved.

camp was fun. but ended up whole body now aches.
went home and then to my brother's BMT parade.
i know that day will eventually come.
oh yes. you can't run.

relatives have come singapore for stay.
i going to be busy for these few days.
and i am not in mood to blog.
well byebye

the night is so lonely..especially since last night. oh yes..and it will be as lonely as it can be since then...i tried my best to analyse situation before attempting, but still failed in the end. things will never be the same ever again, though i will try. i shall not tear in front of anybody, especially in front of you. let's just treat this as a nightmare. i was wrong for everything. everything i did was actually mistakes.

why's there so much sadness in my life? and i finally broke out hanging on for so long when i refreshing what i went through......

thanks.

no matter what. just wish me luck.

the moon and the little star

on a night when little star refuses to sparkle. here's a short conversation between them.

star: smile! cant u see im sparkling!

moon: normally you really sparkling..but not tonight.

star: blocked by clouds le

moon: i cldn't find u up in the sky...

star: neither can i find myself

moon: where are uuuuu..moon is there...moon feels lonely without the presence of star...sadded

star: star is always there with moon, just that sometimes it get blocked by clouds. moon will always be there ba?

moon: if so moon hopes that there will no clouds..den moon will be able to see and be together with the sparkling star always..and moon loves to be with the star, and be there whether star sparks or not.

moon: but why star dun sparkle. bcos star no matter wanna be with moon? or sth else happened?

star: because star refuse to sparkle... star prefers to hid itslef behind e cloud and disappear for a moment. cause its tired of sparkling. moon nd not worry cause it has many other stars to keep it company

moon: moon only wants the particular star to be with..moon dont care about other stars...moon wants to be with the star it chooses.

star: cause its a ben dan moon

moon: agree. moon continues to be stubborn. but moon is too afraid that star will not sparkle and then left moon alone in the sky...if so moon rather not appear in the sky, cos moon finds it meaningless le..moon hates loneliness.

star: moon will nv be alone

moon: u think so..? so u think moon and star can be together, side by side and not leaving each other?

star: yesh! =)

moon: ((((=

star: just that star may sometimes seems gone but in fact it has nv ever leave its place

to be continued....

have been too busy to blog. my popo from china and jiujiu from canada came to visit us. it was too sudden lahs. they came the midnight after my lom camp. shagged and body aches, but i still couldn't get good sleep. and whole family have been eating outside. mum didn't cook once. lols..family spent a lot of money just for the last week. big figure =x rented a car for 5 days. gosh. ok i must really say i have no sense of direction once i am the driver. and the way i drive..i doubt anyone will dare to sit. hahas..since my brother had returned from his BMT, he became the main driver while i sat in the car and watch. i really got limited time to drive. and anyway i got no where to go. i should say i don't know the way! sighhhhhhh...suddenly i feel very fortunate. it's been really a long time i got to spend so many days with my family. although i am half dead throughout these 5 days, i am so happy and contented lahs. yupps..such a enjoyable holidays. yes.

got to understand what the word '曖昧' really mean. are we in the stage? sometimes i feel it, sometimes i don't. shrugs. speechless..

too many incidents happened. and i dont want to share them here. i don't want to confuse others and myself. but all these shall be kept in my heart, no matter what. because i have spend my happiest moment with you (: i hope things stay where it is......forever.

loved.

camp was fun. but ended up whole body now aches.
went home and then to my brother's BMT parade.
i know that day will eventually come.
oh yes. you can't run.

relatives have come singapore for stay.
i going to be busy for these few days.
and i am not in mood to blog.
well byebye