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the meeting of my eye candy really did cheer me up for the first half of the day lahs..oh man..i actually miss the opportunity to sit with her! oh gosh how can i let that happened? hahas..i tend to look too much these days..tsk tsk..it was really an suprise to see lahs..i have been missing her since monday! alright kiddingz...that was my regret for the whole day lahs..

was told i was already sacked. the word 'sacked' sound like i made some serious stuffs. it was kind of expected in the beginning, after the peak seasons..and i still thought that i was able to work at least one more weekend before my mid semester starts..and now no more work..well it may be a good indication for me to concentrate on my studies now..indeed hor

and so i watched the kingdom with jasmine..not bad afterall..especially the ending part..was touched by the ending, in fact..hahas..next show should be tatooist? shrugs...too bloody. *shakes head*

badminton time tomorrow..wonder how a day it will be
bless me with lots of luck..in everything i do!!! =)))

Thursday, November 29, 2007
11:48 PM

this few days i have been training myself, not to study, but to be a professional in 'tou lan ji'
diaos..i simply can't play better than my friend lah..
sian-half

and i know i got a report to hand in on this wednesday
what have i done?
reaseach only, nothing on the report yet

and i got to work on saturday
next week it's real busy day, with test, report
i hope i can survive lah


bleahs

Friday, November 23, 2007
11:31 PM



yayness~~
finally managed to watch Sugar and Spice..wooohooo
with my 2 primary school friend, zp and joyce..
ehs..main purpose was actually to see my idol erika (:
the show wasn't that bad lahs..thought it's abit 'chim'
some may find it a bit boring, but the sight of erika wakes one up.
and i simply love erika. hahas!

he believed and waited, but she didn't turn up in the end.
confused at the ending part, i shall watch the last part again at crunchyroll
it's definitely better to watch in the cinemas, the ambiance is there..
never regret watching it...

shopping around with joyce for her office attire
ended up empty handed after walking for so long
unexpectedly met shiqi and yvonne at far east.
total lost concentration after that...
suddenly nothing seems more important than trying to spot them again
a little bit sad. hah
joyce: if you are really fated, you shall meet them again
me: i don't want to see that face again (something i quoted from the movie)
me: *laughs*
and it didn't happen AGAIN

ehhhs...i thought i made it? feelings still in dilemma
i shall keep quiet even though i may like this 'someone'
because i don't know how long will it last.
shhhhhhhhhhhh....

done!

Tuesday, November 20, 2007
10:48 PM

it's amazing how certain people can brighten up your day.

i can only say i regret only seeing you enough
it's such a coincidence, such a long time since i last saw you
regretting because i didn't interact much with you
right now i feel like seeing you
i wish..

i wonder what's my mind.

Friday, November 16, 2007
8:49 PM

mood swing is over. thank goodness
i am a happier person now.

i should just appreciate life actually..
i must be less emotional

and i managed to grab my cotton candy outside library due to TPRAWKS
i can't remember when was the last time i got a cotton candy treat
definitely love it. hahas
made me thought of the cotton candy machine years ago at the neighbourhood market.
the 50cents DO IT YOUSELF (DIY) cotton candy machine!!! anyone seen one before?
the uncle that will help me make it because i often mess up. =xx
oh man...it's kind of shy to hold a cotton candy in your hand
thats why i haven't taste the sweetness for such a long time!
gonna miss it! =p

a surprisingly lunch with her today...it was okay! it seems years since that happened..no it was the first time we lunched alone together. no worry everything is fine..so is me! (i think)
actually nothing special lahs..just that i/we never touch on the sensitive topic..

guess what's my mind. tons of homework, when am i going to finish it? confirming my feelings
and i must say i noticed TODAY i am not fit to like a person
reason is simple... I can't figure out who/what i like

I AM NOT EMO LAHS *SMILE*
=DDDDD


auntie one cotton candy pls!


there it is...YUMYUM~~




Thursday, November 15, 2007
10:33 PM

it's an super emo post!

for some unknown reasons i am going really sad these days..i really don't know why okay! i don't know who to approach to, to who to find and talk to..i don't know what's the problem and why. i just feel god damn sad..i keep frowning..i even show others my gloomy face. shit you gary

LET ME SCREAM ALL OUT!!!!!!!!!!

i can't find balance between work and study. and i am doing real bad this semester. scoring 10/30 for my DCM online quiz. i need to pull up my socks. you are so right..i am struggling so hard. and there you are complaining that you can't balance. it's just an excuse. what did you do when you have free time?! u played, watch tv, slack.. is this the way? you don't make use of time when you are free, and now you are grumbling these and that. what's the use!!!

while researching for my communication skills peer teaching, i came across this topic on self-esteem. oh yea i think i will score damn low for the quiz. i shall do it when i got the time...the more i research, the more i realised how weak of a person i am compared to people around my age. you must be thinking how shit i am now..

feelings just a complicated thing. what's happening to my brain i wonder...

money, something one can't live without. but is it really that important? it's a true fact that 'jiang qian shang gan ching'.

so many things/people troubling me. i want to escape all these..
peace is all i want

and i want to be 'ALONE' for now..till i clear my doubts..

Monday, November 12, 2007
11:09 PM

just as i thought i need not have to face the embarrassment that 'soon'..the nightmare arrive. to someone who doesn't care, he's seen as nothing..but to her, it's her love coming..aren't you jealous? this guy's good, caring, definitely better than the idiot. why so unattractive?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
i wasn't really prepared..but i know this day will eventually come. alright...

watch the match between arsenal and man u with jj, james and his uncle..what an thrilling game! how ever i not only make a bid on arsenal, but about my future. dumb isn't it? totally sian half

is god trying to hint me that nothing will change despite how much you strive? it's just something you will never get..but no worry, you will still get, but something/someone less desirable. hah..what the heck am i thinking? =p

Sunday, November 04, 2007
12:23 AM

lots of random thoughts these days

i have to give me and you more room
i shan't ask so much..isn't keeping quiet a good thing?
feelings, i am confused.
what's up in my mind?

you need not tell me nor hide it.
i already know
wishes you happy always. oh yes you are

what else?

if i am more normal, i will have ran up and tell you how i feel (:

thats all i guess...so boring

Thursday, November 01, 2007
12:47 AM