i had been attending to other people's wedding/birthday dinner this few days...so far i managed to sneak in without any inviation. yesterday i attend my aunt's relatives birthday dinner...and it was super embarrassing lahs...gosh..i went in, and i overheard someone said " ehs who's this guy?" my god..i wish i got a hole to hide myself...hahas..probably it's because it's a small dinner compared to a wedding one and so i were more noticable. and i had one more free dinner to attend this sunday...this should be the last bahs i guess...

today's my popo's birthday...so happy birthday to her! wish her good health? i guess? and today she finally revealed what she had been wishing for...to get my cousin out of china, with the help of me...i was "stunned" at that very moment. but i already had knew one fine day i would know this. i wasn't really prepared lahs...it's something i wouldnt want to talk about anymore...something which would totoally affect the future...probably i think too highly of myself...but...........

to do a favour for others..i actually wouldn't mind. however this kind of stuff, i am not too sure how to handle lehs...it reminds me of the future....hrmmm..i suddenly wish i can time travel to 10 years later...to see myself...

also talked about my dad going to canada to work in may...i feel kind of sad that the family won't be "together" during that period...and it's canada..so far..and thinking that he won't be back in near future... awww...and i said to myself i am sure gonna cry if i were 10 years back....but now i won't...the most just sad loh...since i am sad4evaz (:

hiiii...for those who don't know, i am here blogging in china hehe
but i cant access my blog here...why ehs? =/

today just attend a wedding here...it's like wow
and i see alot of nice nice cars...omg...

alright i got to go

let me see you in dreams kaeS?
hopefully by then all my worries will go away
i am pretty vexed now...

shucks it's the second time i lost my ear piece..
SE and now nokia....
why am i so careless?
too careful till i become careless...
in everything i do

i shall appreciate what i have now
though i often wish for more, a lot more...
life is a guessing game,
if you are lucky, you find what you want.
then what happen to the unlucky ones?

how i wish i were for lucky in everything i do..haha
tell me what to do

i guess..
i got to watch out for what i say because i believe my words may have hurt others, unknowingly
oh yes...i am very affected by what others say about me...

after going to smu for the career talk, it makes me think whether i am in the right field..a challenging and competitive field.

i always said i had thought over it..but actually not, i keep thinking about it. and this is not doing me anything good.

i probably need a drink.
and i hate to see myself....

i saw someone unexpectedly at amk while on the bus to old turf city....but why was i so thrilled to see her? i couldn't even wait to call this person. anyone can tell me why? i don't understand...if it's normal friend, then may be you will just say "orhs".

may be god has an answer himself

forget about this and lets talk about today..the mixed feelings day
and then just when i asked myself today what will happened if i see her again, just how would i feel? the answer was pretty clear...it was really surprisingly...so surprising that i wouldnt control my excitement. never mind about this...i am not going to "do" anything about it anyway...shucks..

the saddening part was that i realised my past actions had became that meaningless that you had totally forgotten? i am really saddened to real that. what you think it's valuable and precious were actually a piece of shit memory. may be you intentionally remove it, or your brain think that it's useless data to be deleted. i do not know.

results were out at last, rejoice and be glad in it. at least gary
DCM B
Comm skill B
MAF B+
MM B+
UIR Z

so what? results ain't that important? then what's important to me? i had an answer in mind........
some people are happy with their results, some don't. i see people smile and others sad...a friend failing his traffic police test.

it's sometimes hard to hide sadness and pretend nothing had happened and you heck.
and i dont know how to handle life.

the unofficial room of mine =/


how's the view outside? hehe


the ke ting


ke ting's view =)

it's such a shagged day after driving for out for about 16 hrs! i really did make almost full use ehs? hahas..went to alot of places...holy temptations..tsk..

have to go back to tp..gosh..results could be out anytime tomorrow..i supposed those who subscribed for the sms result service to receive earlier than the official one posting on the web. hopefully it won't spoil the day lahs...

who's the person whom i see when the second i closed my eyes?

i realised i am nothing, how insignicant i am today.

recently i was told that....
certain people can be your group mates, but not soul mates
worse still certain people can only be friends, but not couple
or may be only enemies but not friends.

i am going to miss the travel fair because i will be going back to china and hong kong with my parents.
tickets it's booked~
which means less money for me!!!
but i will be staying till mid april, resting in china
the hk trip had been cancel...hrmmm..

so the 3 days of natas at office is officially over.
finally lah..my first thought was that i am definitely not going back there!
surviving the 3 days had been tough, especially on saturday, i was so sick and tired
that i couldn't wait to go home to rest immediately..
i did it eventually, resting, slacking....

the last day was really lol
everyone's so slack...we ended up playing big2.5 on viwawa
using 4 computers, in a row in the call centre..
and that's something to be remembered....
the fun and the laughter we had, fortunately, no tears :) heh

there are too many things i want to do during this holiday
going to swimming...watching my drama...
and i had just completed my heroes season 2...yay~
i had yet to pack my lecture notes and prepare myself for the third and final year
both mentally and physically..OMG...

and guess what i am going back to work once again, back at chan brothers...
it's kind of boring...very i guess
but still it's better than staying at home
though i have yet to complete all my tasks above.

If i am happy, then i am not myself.

i had been attending to other people's wedding/birthday dinner this few days...so far i managed to sneak in without any inviation. yesterday i attend my aunt's relatives birthday dinner...and it was super embarrassing lahs...gosh..i went in, and i overheard someone said " ehs who's this guy?" my god..i wish i got a hole to hide myself...hahas..probably it's because it's a small dinner compared to a wedding one and so i were more noticable. and i had one more free dinner to attend this sunday...this should be the last bahs i guess...

today's my popo's birthday...so happy birthday to her! wish her good health? i guess? and today she finally revealed what she had been wishing for...to get my cousin out of china, with the help of me...i was "stunned" at that very moment. but i already had knew one fine day i would know this. i wasn't really prepared lahs...it's something i wouldnt want to talk about anymore...something which would totoally affect the future...probably i think too highly of myself...but...........

to do a favour for others..i actually wouldn't mind. however this kind of stuff, i am not too sure how to handle lehs...it reminds me of the future....hrmmm..i suddenly wish i can time travel to 10 years later...to see myself...

also talked about my dad going to canada to work in may...i feel kind of sad that the family won't be "together" during that period...and it's canada..so far..and thinking that he won't be back in near future... awww...and i said to myself i am sure gonna cry if i were 10 years back....but now i won't...the most just sad loh...since i am sad4evaz (:

hiiii...for those who don't know, i am here blogging in china hehe
but i cant access my blog here...why ehs? =/

today just attend a wedding here...it's like wow
and i see alot of nice nice cars...omg...

alright i got to go

let me see you in dreams kaeS?
hopefully by then all my worries will go away
i am pretty vexed now...

shucks it's the second time i lost my ear piece..
SE and now nokia....
why am i so careless?
too careful till i become careless...
in everything i do

i shall appreciate what i have now
though i often wish for more, a lot more...
life is a guessing game,
if you are lucky, you find what you want.
then what happen to the unlucky ones?

how i wish i were for lucky in everything i do..haha
tell me what to do

i guess..
i got to watch out for what i say because i believe my words may have hurt others, unknowingly
oh yes...i am very affected by what others say about me...

after going to smu for the career talk, it makes me think whether i am in the right field..a challenging and competitive field.

i always said i had thought over it..but actually not, i keep thinking about it. and this is not doing me anything good.

i probably need a drink.
and i hate to see myself....

i saw someone unexpectedly at amk while on the bus to old turf city....but why was i so thrilled to see her? i couldn't even wait to call this person. anyone can tell me why? i don't understand...if it's normal friend, then may be you will just say "orhs".

may be god has an answer himself

forget about this and lets talk about today..the mixed feelings day
and then just when i asked myself today what will happened if i see her again, just how would i feel? the answer was pretty clear...it was really surprisingly...so surprising that i wouldnt control my excitement. never mind about this...i am not going to "do" anything about it anyway...shucks..

the saddening part was that i realised my past actions had became that meaningless that you had totally forgotten? i am really saddened to real that. what you think it's valuable and precious were actually a piece of shit memory. may be you intentionally remove it, or your brain think that it's useless data to be deleted. i do not know.

results were out at last, rejoice and be glad in it. at least gary
DCM B
Comm skill B
MAF B+
MM B+
UIR Z

so what? results ain't that important? then what's important to me? i had an answer in mind........
some people are happy with their results, some don't. i see people smile and others sad...a friend failing his traffic police test.

it's sometimes hard to hide sadness and pretend nothing had happened and you heck.
and i dont know how to handle life.

the unofficial room of mine =/


how's the view outside? hehe


the ke ting


ke ting's view =)

it's such a shagged day after driving for out for about 16 hrs! i really did make almost full use ehs? hahas..went to alot of places...holy temptations..tsk..

have to go back to tp..gosh..results could be out anytime tomorrow..i supposed those who subscribed for the sms result service to receive earlier than the official one posting on the web. hopefully it won't spoil the day lahs...

who's the person whom i see when the second i closed my eyes?

i realised i am nothing, how insignicant i am today.

recently i was told that....
certain people can be your group mates, but not soul mates
worse still certain people can only be friends, but not couple
or may be only enemies but not friends.

i am going to miss the travel fair because i will be going back to china and hong kong with my parents.
tickets it's booked~
which means less money for me!!!
but i will be staying till mid april, resting in china
the hk trip had been cancel...hrmmm..

so the 3 days of natas at office is officially over.
finally lah..my first thought was that i am definitely not going back there!
surviving the 3 days had been tough, especially on saturday, i was so sick and tired
that i couldn't wait to go home to rest immediately..
i did it eventually, resting, slacking....

the last day was really lol
everyone's so slack...we ended up playing big2.5 on viwawa
using 4 computers, in a row in the call centre..
and that's something to be remembered....
the fun and the laughter we had, fortunately, no tears :) heh

there are too many things i want to do during this holiday
going to swimming...watching my drama...
and i had just completed my heroes season 2...yay~
i had yet to pack my lecture notes and prepare myself for the third and final year
both mentally and physically..OMG...

and guess what i am going back to work once again, back at chan brothers...
it's kind of boring...very i guess
but still it's better than staying at home
though i have yet to complete all my tasks above.

If i am happy, then i am not myself.