干嘛想那么多。。。
现在开心不就很好不是吗？

做人做到像我想法那么复杂真的不好
简单就是美。

我就是连琐碎的东西都挂在心里头
烦死了。。。。

自从老爸走了，　家里只剩我跟妈
家里便得好冷清
喔。。。

闷闷不乐的我上

am i destined to be a all time loser?
i am glad even if i lost...for it did happen

haii...
i wish happy moments can last and stay forever..

i am not looking towards school......
modules are so tough..i dont get a word of whats going on
totally lost motivation...
what to do?
wish someone were there to guide me, to "du chu" me...
or at least to scold and really wake up me

i woke up from a dream today...
feeling terrible after that
though i cant really remember what it was now
it was such a sad dream
if i were not wrong...my favourite primary school teacher scolded me badly for not doing homework..she refused to listen to me...and i felt so helpless...

i am just not trying hard enough

can i just say that god is making a fool out of me?
i don't want to console myself anymore with "god has it's plan for me"

as people become more emotionally stable,
i become more emotionally unstable
*rolling on floor laughing* ha...

this beginning of this semester had been horrible...
the modules, the new class, the unforeseen circumstances...
what will the future be?

i dare not think...
because history keeps repeating itself
people come and people go...

i had seen enough
and i am actually not as good as what others think
how others react often depends on myself....
i guess i understand why i ended up in misery

why cant i just be more gentleman...TSKKK..

certain things seemed to have changed ever since i came home...
this holiday definitely will bring memories..yea..a lot too!
there's many of first time..shan't mention much
and i finally get to know the meaning of "ching ming jie"

i shall give myself plenty of sleep before school starts next week
this almost 2 months of holiday...i couldnt bear to let it go
the fun, joy, laughter
the sorrow was totally gone when i was having a good time with my good friends
totally feel like a different person
if only time could freeze at that time
right now i shall say see you soon and work hard for me
yea riggghhhttt

feeling down down down

干嘛想那么多。。。
现在开心不就很好不是吗？

做人做到像我想法那么复杂真的不好
简单就是美。

我就是连琐碎的东西都挂在心里头
烦死了。。。。

自从老爸走了，　家里只剩我跟妈
家里便得好冷清
喔。。。

闷闷不乐的我上

am i destined to be a all time loser?
i am glad even if i lost...for it did happen

haii...
i wish happy moments can last and stay forever..

i am not looking towards school......
modules are so tough..i dont get a word of whats going on
totally lost motivation...
what to do?
wish someone were there to guide me, to "du chu" me...
or at least to scold and really wake up me

i woke up from a dream today...
feeling terrible after that
though i cant really remember what it was now
it was such a sad dream
if i were not wrong...my favourite primary school teacher scolded me badly for not doing homework..she refused to listen to me...and i felt so helpless...

i am just not trying hard enough

can i just say that god is making a fool out of me?
i don't want to console myself anymore with "god has it's plan for me"

as people become more emotionally stable,
i become more emotionally unstable
*rolling on floor laughing* ha...

this beginning of this semester had been horrible...
the modules, the new class, the unforeseen circumstances...
what will the future be?

i dare not think...
because history keeps repeating itself
people come and people go...

i had seen enough
and i am actually not as good as what others think
how others react often depends on myself....
i guess i understand why i ended up in misery

why cant i just be more gentleman...TSKKK..

certain things seemed to have changed ever since i came home...
this holiday definitely will bring memories..yea..a lot too!
there's many of first time..shan't mention much
and i finally get to know the meaning of "ching ming jie"

i shall give myself plenty of sleep before school starts next week
this almost 2 months of holiday...i couldnt bear to let it go
the fun, joy, laughter
the sorrow was totally gone when i was having a good time with my good friends
totally feel like a different person
if only time could freeze at that time
right now i shall say see you soon and work hard for me
yea riggghhhttt

feeling down down down