recently troubled by the groupings of final year project
and i seems to have difficulty forming a proper group the way i wanted
no one wants to be with me..
oh loner..
i just feel that i had been dragging people to move on
may be you just deserve a better group/some one else?
it's not necessary to be with me anyway
and here i am putting blame on myself.

and yesterday i was regretting things i should have done and yet i didnt
maybe i could be a better man then
was upset by tiny little stuffs...one failed to notice
i had made up my mind, though it was a decision made long ago
i was pondering whether to do it, or not, but guess now i had got the answer
i had gained something in this week, especially in human relationship

knowing napfa test in just in one week's time
i am gonna prove to people I CAN DO IT, IF I WANT TO
but first is quality management test..
shuacks...too much topics to study
tell me how to play, enjoy and study at the same time?

mid-sem test results as follows:
lpcs: 38.5/50
lome: 45/40
tm: 42.5/50
bus cal: 40.5/50

should be glad i pass my cal, knowing that i was freaking careless in doing the past year paper and for that particular day. should have done better, but i am just glad. because i know my standard for Amaths =x
maybe thinking about the results would make me a happier person

got back lpcs today..did pretty alright...got a B+
never had been so frightened to receive back test paper for long
and 3 papers more to receive this week..

first time it's always so memorable...
and i am still thinking about that event
oh come on, let it be gone...

the first time i saw you
the first time you talked to me
the first time you hold my hands
the first time we say goodbye, knowing we may not see each other
the first time for everything, and also will be the LAST time

i woke up and it was just a dream.
yea right

yesterday..a day of mixed feelings..
for that moment i hope time would freeze...
it was certainly enjoyable
to others it may be normal, but definitely not to me
i am just a big kid after all, or whatever...

but it's time to wake up
yet i haven't, not yet...
it's like i have fallen into this trip
i know i shouldn't have, but couldn't help it..
and now i am struggling to climb up
couldn't stop thinking at things i should not think

just what kind of guy i am?

the world i am at does not suit me
or i am not ready yet

may be i just deserved it.

tell me whats wrong?
i can somehow feel something is happening...
is as though i am totally lost, and not myself?
am i just too tired or what?

please stop it.

excuses..i keep telling myself tons of excuses

haiiiii

tomorrow's last paper..
business calculus...can't believe i am touching Amaths after o level
thought i could finally shake it off.
in the end..i took this module..dotted...

today's lpcs (logistics planning and control system?) was really horrible
maybe for a lot of people too
well just hope i can get some sympathy marks out of my crap :)
i shall believe myself in a little more

the good personality of yours has somehow turned into my worries..
doncha know?
i like it, and hate it too..

things dont turn out as what i thought..
and it's plain disappointing...
i am just another ordinary person, who like surprises

i am careless and reckless in everything i do, especially in my life
making countless of careless mistakes in calculus
oh please let me have a clear mind tomorrow
thanks in advance~

if you cant face yourself, how are you going to face others?

where's the motivation?
awwwww.......


i think of wrong things at the wrong time

recently troubled by the groupings of final year project
and i seems to have difficulty forming a proper group the way i wanted
no one wants to be with me..
oh loner..
i just feel that i had been dragging people to move on
may be you just deserve a better group/some one else?
it's not necessary to be with me anyway
and here i am putting blame on myself.

and yesterday i was regretting things i should have done and yet i didnt
maybe i could be a better man then
was upset by tiny little stuffs...one failed to notice
i had made up my mind, though it was a decision made long ago
i was pondering whether to do it, or not, but guess now i had got the answer
i had gained something in this week, especially in human relationship

knowing napfa test in just in one week's time
i am gonna prove to people I CAN DO IT, IF I WANT TO
but first is quality management test..
shuacks...too much topics to study
tell me how to play, enjoy and study at the same time?

mid-sem test results as follows:
lpcs: 38.5/50
lome: 45/40
tm: 42.5/50
bus cal: 40.5/50

should be glad i pass my cal, knowing that i was freaking careless in doing the past year paper and for that particular day. should have done better, but i am just glad. because i know my standard for Amaths =x
maybe thinking about the results would make me a happier person

got back lpcs today..did pretty alright...got a B+
never had been so frightened to receive back test paper for long
and 3 papers more to receive this week..

first time it's always so memorable...
and i am still thinking about that event
oh come on, let it be gone...

the first time i saw you
the first time you talked to me
the first time you hold my hands
the first time we say goodbye, knowing we may not see each other
the first time for everything, and also will be the LAST time

i woke up and it was just a dream.
yea right

yesterday..a day of mixed feelings..
for that moment i hope time would freeze...
it was certainly enjoyable
to others it may be normal, but definitely not to me
i am just a big kid after all, or whatever...

but it's time to wake up
yet i haven't, not yet...
it's like i have fallen into this trip
i know i shouldn't have, but couldn't help it..
and now i am struggling to climb up
couldn't stop thinking at things i should not think

just what kind of guy i am?

the world i am at does not suit me
or i am not ready yet

may be i just deserved it.

tell me whats wrong?
i can somehow feel something is happening...
is as though i am totally lost, and not myself?
am i just too tired or what?

please stop it.

excuses..i keep telling myself tons of excuses

haiiiii

tomorrow's last paper..
business calculus...can't believe i am touching Amaths after o level
thought i could finally shake it off.
in the end..i took this module..dotted...

today's lpcs (logistics planning and control system?) was really horrible
maybe for a lot of people too
well just hope i can get some sympathy marks out of my crap :)
i shall believe myself in a little more

the good personality of yours has somehow turned into my worries..
doncha know?
i like it, and hate it too..

things dont turn out as what i thought..
and it's plain disappointing...
i am just another ordinary person, who like surprises

i am careless and reckless in everything i do, especially in my life
making countless of careless mistakes in calculus
oh please let me have a clear mind tomorrow
thanks in advance~

if you cant face yourself, how are you going to face others?

where's the motivation?
awwwww.......


i think of wrong things at the wrong time