i am starting to hide myself again..

i have so many things which i said i will do later. but when the later came, i refused to do them.
feeling it's already too late for things to be done.

i do not know what to blog again...

an boring entry

holiday ended with a 5 day break..managed to meet out with my friends to did some shopping. rent a car and drove around singapore. getting lost during the peak hours. seeing ERP freaked me out because i drove in and out of the city 4 times. went to singapore polytechnic and have a meal there. but failed to see someone i wanted to see there...sad to say but i suddenly want to see how she is doing. who is she? i guess very few people know...hahas..i remembered she wanted me to drive her around? or could it be an illusion. anyway i feel luckily nothing serious happened. rejoice and be glad

the problem emerges, what happened to my polytechnic friends?

a shagged day working at the travel fair. the previous night caused to me have a serious lack of day. jun jie, weiming and me simply doze off early morning during the briefing at 8am. and we got to work like 12 hours minimum..i don't know how i did it eventually. but it ended with gastric lahs...have my lunch only and 3. and i gonna have to curse the one who stole my lunch..such an idiot who took without even asking? what the ****. what's the purpose to be so hardworking arhz?

so...

when will i see you again?

and...

i am making my days in the school miserable. it should be a happy thing to be look forward to. seeing friends again...

not prepared yet!

i thought we were supposed to go out on sunday? sadly i failed to..i failed to take the initiative to ask. thats me. in the end i went to meet up with longyun working in amk hub for the past few days for dinner and drink. be glad! he's the first poly classmate i met ever since the holiday started. i wonder what happened to the rest. conclusion is i don't look for people. i check my handphone and wait for others to call me up. jie biao did come, but a bit too late. a fun night drinking but not getting drunk. it makes me feel good. anyway i got to know the truth about something lahs. though it was already expected. the feeling is totally different when someone tells you directly the truth though you know it inside your heart. and from that night onwards, i knew i had lost another game in life. game of love that is. this is not the first time i get this kind of reply. and people often say one thing and do another. just like.............i shall not blog about it.

everyone is selfish in this world..in some way or others

i don't mind being slower than others. really..
lagging behind doesn't mean you are not successful right?

now work for youself and not for others.
i need new motivation. thanks

left with 2 more days before most of my friends are quitting their job, leaving behind me and weiming..sigh. gonna miss the fun we had working together. and everything shall become the past and memories. it was a day weiming and i were left behind in the call centre. what i did was nothing but receiving countless calls. boring. but this will be eventually be the days every other day on work. i got to get use to this loneliness. left with 2 more days before my dear friend will be going to mainland china for her studies. and i know i really don't have the time to talk to her like we used to be.

i dont even dare to think what will happen next week onwards..i really want feel like working anymore lahs..come on..

it was a wonderful night celebrating my primary school friend's birthday. a very sudden one in fact. managed to catch resident evil: exctinction ..nice show, though this morning i saw at tv mobile giving only 2 popcorns out for 5. who cares. as long as i like it. joyce seems to be freak out. she kept holding me and zp so tighly. i hand nearly turn blue. it's not suggested to watch any horror show with her because i am just freak out too, but because of the show itself, but by her reaction..lols...on the way back i saw an very old couple walking slowly..and they were so loving. the old lady was holding and guiding the old man with a walking stick. probably he had some eyesight problem or blind. but i really envy him, because he can feel one's love with his heart. an touching scene. for that moment i thought this is the life i want to have.


conclusion: life would be meaningless without you you and you :)
time to catch some sleep it's already 2am -_-||

i was excited because i was able to sit near her..but when i thought of the remaining two days where i didn't know when i would ever see you again. things totally changed. sigh..the word 'fate' had been bothering me. i am beginning to be a 'little' sad again. i really treasure today, although it may be something insignificant, to me it is something worth thinking for. alright i know i am really thinking too much lahs..it's really unhealthy to be so..everyone has his/her angel..

i don't want to be addicted to any drugs. oh my god it's so scary after seeing someone did glue sniffing at the bus stop. i know if i am addicted then i would be really a goner. and super glue really stinks and it's gross..makes me want to vomit and headache by just thinking how disgusting that plastic bag filled with glue and water. just a puff and i would be going to 'heaven' oh yea..

i have a small wish right now.
let me just pray...

and it seems i haven't finish cursing this he/she/it.

he/she it is such a bastard
you must never underestimate what his/her/its mind is thinking
don't ever be fool by his innocent look
or else he/she/it will take advantage of you
and bite you off

he/she/it make me realize there are such people in this world
an eye opener for me
i wish he/she/it knows how much i dislike him
*pout*

the world is real small isn't it? i never thought i will see this guy again outside of school...dotted...kind of shocked lah..shouldn't he be quite busy with the girl? lols shrugs.. anyway it didn't spoil my day much lahs..i was just thinking. thinking of something. bahh i am too tired anyway. working days getting more boring..for some reason i already have lost my motivation to work! oh gosh..i wish i have the chance to talk and know you more.. but time won't allow that to happen. and i am still fed up and the he/she/it's stupid attitude..someone still say he's cool..i really doubt so..if he's cool then i am 10times hotter and cooler than he/she/it. and please we are definitely not the same level. don't ever link me with he/she/it. it makes me sick.

one thing i know for sure.
he/she/it really sucks!!!!!!
okay it's enough..

thats all for today. oh yea forgetting to post some picture some people who want to see it. (you know who you are) =]


with credits to weiming and stephanie


my work desk!

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i just cant stand she/he/it anymore lah.. Zzz..i know i got perceptual defense this she/he/it..i just dislike anything she/he/it. all i know is she/he/it sucks..booo..

i just feel like beating she/he/it up.

i am starting to hide myself again..

i have so many things which i said i will do later. but when the later came, i refused to do them.
feeling it's already too late for things to be done.

i do not know what to blog again...

an boring entry

holiday ended with a 5 day break..managed to meet out with my friends to did some shopping. rent a car and drove around singapore. getting lost during the peak hours. seeing ERP freaked me out because i drove in and out of the city 4 times. went to singapore polytechnic and have a meal there. but failed to see someone i wanted to see there...sad to say but i suddenly want to see how she is doing. who is she? i guess very few people know...hahas..i remembered she wanted me to drive her around? or could it be an illusion. anyway i feel luckily nothing serious happened. rejoice and be glad

the problem emerges, what happened to my polytechnic friends?

a shagged day working at the travel fair. the previous night caused to me have a serious lack of day. jun jie, weiming and me simply doze off early morning during the briefing at 8am. and we got to work like 12 hours minimum..i don't know how i did it eventually. but it ended with gastric lahs...have my lunch only and 3. and i gonna have to curse the one who stole my lunch..such an idiot who took without even asking? what the ****. what's the purpose to be so hardworking arhz?

so...

when will i see you again?

and...

i am making my days in the school miserable. it should be a happy thing to be look forward to. seeing friends again...

not prepared yet!

i thought we were supposed to go out on sunday? sadly i failed to..i failed to take the initiative to ask. thats me. in the end i went to meet up with longyun working in amk hub for the past few days for dinner and drink. be glad! he's the first poly classmate i met ever since the holiday started. i wonder what happened to the rest. conclusion is i don't look for people. i check my handphone and wait for others to call me up. jie biao did come, but a bit too late. a fun night drinking but not getting drunk. it makes me feel good. anyway i got to know the truth about something lahs. though it was already expected. the feeling is totally different when someone tells you directly the truth though you know it inside your heart. and from that night onwards, i knew i had lost another game in life. game of love that is. this is not the first time i get this kind of reply. and people often say one thing and do another. just like.............i shall not blog about it.

everyone is selfish in this world..in some way or others

i don't mind being slower than others. really..
lagging behind doesn't mean you are not successful right?

now work for youself and not for others.
i need new motivation. thanks

left with 2 more days before most of my friends are quitting their job, leaving behind me and weiming..sigh. gonna miss the fun we had working together. and everything shall become the past and memories. it was a day weiming and i were left behind in the call centre. what i did was nothing but receiving countless calls. boring. but this will be eventually be the days every other day on work. i got to get use to this loneliness. left with 2 more days before my dear friend will be going to mainland china for her studies. and i know i really don't have the time to talk to her like we used to be.

i dont even dare to think what will happen next week onwards..i really want feel like working anymore lahs..come on..

it was a wonderful night celebrating my primary school friend's birthday. a very sudden one in fact. managed to catch resident evil: exctinction ..nice show, though this morning i saw at tv mobile giving only 2 popcorns out for 5. who cares. as long as i like it. joyce seems to be freak out. she kept holding me and zp so tighly. i hand nearly turn blue. it's not suggested to watch any horror show with her because i am just freak out too, but because of the show itself, but by her reaction..lols...on the way back i saw an very old couple walking slowly..and they were so loving. the old lady was holding and guiding the old man with a walking stick. probably he had some eyesight problem or blind. but i really envy him, because he can feel one's love with his heart. an touching scene. for that moment i thought this is the life i want to have.


conclusion: life would be meaningless without you you and you :)
time to catch some sleep it's already 2am -_-||

i was excited because i was able to sit near her..but when i thought of the remaining two days where i didn't know when i would ever see you again. things totally changed. sigh..the word 'fate' had been bothering me. i am beginning to be a 'little' sad again. i really treasure today, although it may be something insignificant, to me it is something worth thinking for. alright i know i am really thinking too much lahs..it's really unhealthy to be so..everyone has his/her angel..

i don't want to be addicted to any drugs. oh my god it's so scary after seeing someone did glue sniffing at the bus stop. i know if i am addicted then i would be really a goner. and super glue really stinks and it's gross..makes me want to vomit and headache by just thinking how disgusting that plastic bag filled with glue and water. just a puff and i would be going to 'heaven' oh yea..

i have a small wish right now.
let me just pray...

and it seems i haven't finish cursing this he/she/it.

he/she it is such a bastard
you must never underestimate what his/her/its mind is thinking
don't ever be fool by his innocent look
or else he/she/it will take advantage of you
and bite you off

he/she/it make me realize there are such people in this world
an eye opener for me
i wish he/she/it knows how much i dislike him
*pout*

the world is real small isn't it? i never thought i will see this guy again outside of school...dotted...kind of shocked lah..shouldn't he be quite busy with the girl? lols shrugs.. anyway it didn't spoil my day much lahs..i was just thinking. thinking of something. bahh i am too tired anyway. working days getting more boring..for some reason i already have lost my motivation to work! oh gosh..i wish i have the chance to talk and know you more.. but time won't allow that to happen. and i am still fed up and the he/she/it's stupid attitude..someone still say he's cool..i really doubt so..if he's cool then i am 10times hotter and cooler than he/she/it. and please we are definitely not the same level. don't ever link me with he/she/it. it makes me sick.

one thing i know for sure.
he/she/it really sucks!!!!!!
okay it's enough..

thats all for today. oh yea forgetting to post some picture some people who want to see it. (you know who you are) =]


with credits to weiming and stephanie


my work desk!

&%&*%&^^*(^))(*%&%^&^

i just cant stand she/he/it anymore lah.. Zzz..i know i got perceptual defense this she/he/it..i just dislike anything she/he/it. all i know is she/he/it sucks..booo..

i just feel like beating she/he/it up.