yesterday..a day of mixed feelings..
for that moment i hope time would freeze...
it was certainly enjoyable
to others it may be normal, but definitely not to me
i am just a big kid after all, or whatever...
but it's time to wake up
yet i haven't, not yet...
it's like i have fallen into this trip
i know i shouldn't have, but couldn't help it..
and now i am struggling to climb up
couldn't stop thinking at things i should not think
just what kind of guy i am?
the world i am at does not suit me
or i am not ready yet
may be i just deserved it.