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the truth started to surface itself.
i had notice myself....

i am just a goner now...

i treat though it had already happened
prepared for the worse that can happen
but in fact it hasn't
how prepared i am.....
how pessimistic.

in the end,
what was i ultimately looking for?
is this what i want to get?
or may be i am just one sort of an attention seeker?

he/she/it reminds me of what i used to have, and suddenly one day it just lost and gone
but how can i treat he/she/it as the same type? he/she/it is not..in fact better..
then why i start to compare? history and present, present and history...i got it all mixed
since they are somehow alike?

i didnt mean it, really....
trust me

how i admire people with great goals.

cheers to my bloggg....

Thursday, May 08, 2008
11:18 PM