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feeling glum these days...not too happy, but quite sad
someone said this to me today "if i were you, i won't come for lectures"
i have no idea whats on that person's mind...
is he trying to hint to me something..
and then he triggered my thoughts
my current thought is "loser got no face to face others, especially to the winner"
could this be true? am i too imaginative?

i noticed this semester would be a real suffer
i cant wait for it to end...
i am just too bothered by other stuffs, that are distracting me
shit la~~focus.....stay focus

it feels good to walk alone under the starry night
i'm loving it

i know i wouldn't say the truth in front of you......
because i am afraid...afraid of loneliness, afraid to lose, and become yi wu suo you again
i just hope things stay as it is
you are happy, you will be..definitely....i have faith in you
i don't really care whether i am happy or sad
because i care about you
chances don't come by easily, but i remembered what you said one fine day
you never noticed how much i remembered
all i have to do now it to wait...to wait till everything is gone
i know sooner i will be fine again...i will get it over, eventually...
others will say i am a stupid fool, i will just nod in agreement
wo bu pei mahhhsss............
differentiating from a friend, foe, lover...just to tough for my current standard...



whew...finally done
leave me alone to hear/see anything anymorei found out being sad is the only way to motivate me to work...

Monday, May 05, 2008
11:24 PM