can i just say that god is making a fool out of me?
i don't want to console myself anymore with "god has it's plan for me"
as people become more emotionally stable,
i become more emotionally unstable
*rolling on floor laughing* ha...
this beginning of this semester had been horrible...
the modules, the new class, the unforeseen circumstances...
what will the future be?
i dare not think...
because history keeps repeating itself
people come and people go...
i had seen enough
and i am actually not as good as what others think
how others react often depends on myself....
i guess i understand why i ended up in misery
why cant i just be more gentleman...TSKKK..
