i saw someone unexpectedly at amk while on the bus to old turf city....but why was i so thrilled to see her? i couldn't even wait to call this person. anyone can tell me why? i don't understand...if it's normal friend, then may be you will just say "orhs".
may be god has an answer himself
forget about this and lets talk about today..the mixed feelings day
and then just when i asked myself today what will happened if i see her again, just how would i feel? the answer was pretty clear...it was really surprisingly...so surprising that i wouldnt control my excitement. never mind about this...i am not going to "do" anything about it anyway...shucks..
the saddening part was that i realised my past actions had became that meaningless that you had totally forgotten? i am really saddened to real that. what you think it's valuable and precious were actually a piece of shit memory. may be you intentionally remove it, or your brain think that it's useless data to be deleted. i do not know.
results were out at last, rejoice and be glad in it. at least gary
DCM B
Comm skill B
MAF B+
MM B+
UIR Z
so what? results ain't that important? then what's important to me? i had an answer in mind........
some people are happy with their results, some don't. i see people smile and others sad...a friend failing his traffic police test.
it's sometimes hard to hide sadness and pretend nothing had happened and you heck.
and i dont know how to handle life.
