receiving calls at call centre is so stressful arhh...my first call was even terrible..with no assistance..however everyday is a challenge, you won't know what kind of customers you are actually expecting, what they want. yes and you better don't quote the wrong price or you are dead. anxiety is bothering me. i even think of receiving calls while sleeping! gosh..i know it's very exaggerating. it's exactly the type of nightmare i will get whenever i drive a car. one word - STRESS.
and seriously saying i don't want to go to this lom day!! because i don't want to see you! i seriously don't want to see..i am still recovering. i don't want to see anything i don't wish to see! and i know i won't be blind that day. i cant control my eyes! and i should so far i am quite happy. now i love these days. i am smiling from inside. oh yes despite of all the stress i get from work. it's definitely better than seeing you. one must be thinking i am childish or siao qi. yes it's the 'fei chang shi qi'. and shit look what i have just said. god must be playing on me seconds ago. i try not to think but it still comes to you. and that's all because my english is poor.
what i can do now is treat this as a day off! in fact it was really a day off for me. a day to relax myself, have fun with my polytechnic friends..right? be strong, because you are definitely not the most 'suay' person in this world! i am very sure! just because you are single doesn't mean you are unlucky! you skipped death lots of times! and that's the most fortunate thing a person can ever get!
i am falling with love again! but this time in drinking and subway! hahas..i want to 'get high!' in drinking. and subway..i wish i can eat at least once a day. thats for now lahs. i am spending more than normal these days, especially in food. but i am not getting fatter. =/
i am smiling once again.
i have a wish. a wish that a time machine will bring me back time
i am missing friends of mine. wondering how they are doing..
