had been 2 months since that night..did you still remember it? and i have been busy recently, real busy which is a good thing i know.
went to this army open day on saturday morning. got a clearer picture after visiting my brother's camp. and army life isn't easy at all. doing all the parts with rifle and full gear. it's heavy =.= eventually i tried out some of the training..did part of the napfa test too. managed to score quite well (except for pull-up)..still too weak to do and i sort of cheated because i didn't do a full rep and that guy told me it won't be counted in real. alright..that's one and enough to kill me (: i got stomach cramp these few days after doing rushing the sit-ups at once. i sprained my middle finger too. :( ouch. and they have automated machines with infra red to do all the counting in sit-ups, shuttle run, pull up, standing board jump. 'how lucky you guys are,' my brother said. oh yea like real. we still have to do it anyway. dots. back to my uncle's house with my grandma (mama) to see my 2 little cousins. but they are still too shy to talk and play with me. always running away. sadded..guess cause i don't see them often la..no choice. had a short but satisfying dinner at nearby..
and my uncle told me to learn to take and let things go. yes it may be a simple theory to say. i don't know why but it had to be told my people before it will drill in your head better.
sunday morning, a good day to go yum cha with family :) and eventually i did go to my dad's place and with my uncle's side. it's kind of sad because you went back to the same spot, but things were different. so different. the person you wished wasn't there anymore, but the background remained there, unchanged. the only thing that changed is me and you. and she is happily with another guy..it must be. so it's fine? shrugs :)
and finally today it's my first day training at chan brother! just hope to enjoy my working days.. shall update more next time.
