so lost in doing tutorials..so lost in life. how worse can things turn out?
feeling tired of life..thinking how to pass each day fruitfully is a pain.
i am not updating what i am suppose to update. think life is too dull..i wish i can have a more colourful life...your words keep reminding me of the pain whenever i think of it. i know thats the maximum we can reach...but...blah blah blah.
yawns...