just when i thought everything will be normal..i started going berserk.
i feel very stupid.
i noticed what have i gained so far? nothing. but in turn what have i lost? a lot. just that i am not admitting to the facts. and it's all my fault for these. i know i ain't friendly. i know life can't be perfect and i shouldn't be here grumbling, complaining about life because there will be somewhere people who are less fortunate than me.
i thought i make it and manage to wake up. but actually not. feel so lousy because certain things wouldn't change no matter how hard you try. i want to know if there's anything i can do to change the outcome...willing to give anything (sounds crazy) but don't forget happiness is something you can't buy..just a thought.
stupid stupid.....
