just how long am i going to waste my time and get going?
feelings gone numb. i am tired. medicine has make things even worse.
it makes me feel like sleeping...forever.
saw on the paper a guy fell to his death..a painless one. sigh
the thought of cutting is back...
i want to feel some pain. to make me feel better.
what's pain to you?
to me the experience with pain is the most. i suffer more pain than anybody else. pain you had made me suffered a lot. and you came to me
today. you remind me of the past which i don't want to think. you made me groan in pain, and left me with scars. i tried to hide the past and the scarred body of mine. i look at the body of myself full with scars in the mirror. it's ugly. you turned me into an ugly monster. do you know? what have you brought me till now? pain and scars..
i really hate you
i must be sick in the mind.
