if i have no feelings, why do i care so much?
recently i lost all hope...knowing it's impossible for us.
i turned away, looked back at you at a different view.
yes i am happier now. you are right about me. i notice we can still be good friends. i got to learn this. i no longer want to be stupid and spoil your 'good' preception of mine.
now i got to convince myself being friends isn't that bad at all actually! and i know i can't afford to lose you...yesh!
trying to be happy (: