hey it's my birthday today..for one more hour though..somehow sadness and happiness got balance today..yes i did have fun today..but disappointment too.
stepping into the world of 20s..oh man..and i am still as 'childish' as ever. at least i don't quite agree with that. should be abit siao..not childish lahs..act act mahs..lols. got to learn to stand up by myself, be a stronger (mentally and physically) man, though i don't look like i am really 20. it's fact still right? this shall be the uniqueness of ME! ANY birthday wishes? of course!
i wish.................
it's always the old wishes, that didn't come true..
problem with me or others? i don't know. abit sadded
i had a great time out yesterday. went to visit my little biao mei, only 3weeks old. lols..small and fragile..went up to meet up with joyce and ping to celebrate at fish & co. so many people birthday la..and the waiters sang their special birthday song. wanted to bring her to fish and co to eat too. thinking it will be fun but tian yi lah..i just accept it..yupps.
i did celebrate today..with my mum's friends and their son and daughter. kind of complicated. played pool and then they bought me a cake. it's another year of bithrday cake without lighting of candles..man..why like that! it's just one year of special birthday treat...
and i wonder what will happen..
be strong
sorry