all main projects all done. had operations management presentation today. suppose to meet and rehearse at 8. left house at 0640 and gave my group mates morning call. but it wasn't effective. they are still late in the end. and failed to really have a trial run. didn't have enough time to finish within the 10 minutes' time..
what was wrong with me at that moment. telling the shiqi, yvonne, and li juan i gonna join the rest of the group and left hurriedly. i felt i should relax after so many projects done and i should hang out with more people. or may be i just don't want to stick with one of the three. oh whatever. went to kfc outside school. didn't expect to see jasmine and yisim but they did join us. surprised to see the 3 girls later too. but they didn't join us. gossiped around and eventually got 'chase' out and shifted to playground to continue.
eventually some of us went over to jasmine's house to have some bonding games. i did have fun. but sort of regret of meeting the girls later. i should have..but inside me. it's saying 'you think things are going to change?' none of the class mate know what happened. about being rejected. i wonder what will happen if i tell them this. sighh..
gary let's face the reality. the more you think, the more trouble will come and look for you. sniff... feel our thinkings are totally different now, getting worse each day. distance getting further every moment. you are no longer the one i know. and i ain't the gary you first see as.
the word 'friends' is torturing me. *ouch*
