the weather is so hot lahs..bui tahan..makes me sweat sweat and more sweat. hoping for a heavy downfall to cool me down..
a good time to eat ice cream and stay indoor with air-con xD
so suay today..got called to answer because i am number 9 in the class list. and i was thinking no way it could be me. dotted. don't me myself winning money from betting soccer. but this...i want to interact with her more. but it feels so weird to be with a group of girls lahs..i wish i can overcome this..anyway it's a good thing i got to talk to her at least...................gastric problem came back after she alighted..i wonder why..damn the cup of mocca i drank. =((
i feel kind of weird to 'cut' into other people's group. so bad ehz? no idea i think i am going insane..very very desperate trying to achieve what i want. and i don't know how i ended up in the group. it's like without any consent of others and i am in. i wonder if others are ok with me in...shrugs. just hope i can work on my project well as well as enjoy myself with my groupmates :)
i am just been a paranoid lahs. hopeless. most of the time is me thinking too much in detail. i try to think what's the motive in every sentence people say or do, especially the one i like..dots. since young i have this bad bad habit. often i try to predict stuffs...ahhh don't know how to explain. but i do that whenever i feel troubled.
long break tomorrow. don't know what i am going to do. go home? find friends? study? do work in the library? sleep? no plain idea...
got to sleeppppp..Zzzz..
