i guess i have to apologise for my insanity. i have to admit that i am too fragile lahs. keeping silence in msn it's because i am thinking hard the words you told me. i am speechless because i have to accept the words you said were nevertheless the truth. i was nodding in agreement. in a dilema , thinking what's right and wrong. should i listen to your words? or should i continue to think in my small world? utterly disappointment too beacuse i didn't have much consolation..kidding. don't know what went wrong yesterday. it's over anyway..and i am back on track today. smile =)
today is a pure day of operations management for the 4 hours in school..it's same for 2 other days. makes you kind of boring to be studying the same thing though. trying to keep on track. i wonder how many percent of what the lecturer said really gets into my brian. probably 10% or lesser. bascially i have poor memory lahs. brain cells not functioning/used in somewhere i shouldn't be using. crazy. i suddenly remember i need to study harder this year. and it's true beacuse i am lost most times in lecture. in my wonderland. looking elsewhere, thinking something else. : )
just when i thought i may/may not see not in school. i saw you. who's the you? shrugs. never expect to see her when i was out of school to eat my lunch. didn't realise when she's there too. before or after me? i guess she's just getting better lah. okie that's my personal comment...jm said she's better than the other one. i really wonder.......took bus after i went back to school and collect my socialogy textbook from wenhui. saw someone unexpected. and the unexpected took the same bus as me. chatted..got chance to see her and know her a little better. and i am contented for today. or may be for the next few days, weeks...lols kidding. and that totally cheer up my day in school.
i will love to live in this fantasy forever : ))
