fate makes us meet. but will one day, fate pull us apart?
i understand the world is different between us. and that you are not obliged to do everything i want to.
i have lose, losing and lost too many precious stuffs in my life.
i know it may be lame to judge and conclude stuffs like that.
still it's a fact. a unacceptable fact for me, to accept.
here goes my little poem (:
feelings come and feelings go,
way beyond my control.
may be it's better maintaining this way
so trouble won't bother me.
there are times i feel you are my world,
but under my hand, i just ruined it.
lost in my own world of darkness, unhappiness
that i can't figure out
no one can understand me,
not even myself.
to be trapped it's like a torture
i am at the urge of giving up.
and they didn't invite me for lunch today! sadded. ahas. they had lunch in kfc loh..wanted to meet them but ended up it was raining too heavily. so i hid in school and met them there instead.
so i helped out giving out survery to my graduating lom seniors on their big day, graduating service 2007. so cool..seeing gradurates getting their diploma. i am just jealous. but i overlook their hardship and effort in getting this. couldn't imagine in 2 years' time, i will be ending up like them, graduating from temasek polytechnic. it somehow motivated to work hard, but not for long. hahas. i doubt i will be as successful as some others. oh ya. i was the only guy that came and helped out. got bullied by the girls lahs. as usual. i got li yong by girls! i somehow became their slaves. kiddingz..'are you a gentleman?' shrugs..hahas..it was fun because we got to eat buffet after that! and what's more there's seal points! wahhahas..much better compared to ccn day...
shall stop here for today...tatas
