yes my prayer sort of worked and i was able to see her again. but i knew it was the last time too. i did cherish the moment spent, but it's like never enough. went to eat roti prata after that..yummy..ordered plain, cheese and egg...wow the portion was kind of big. still egg prata is the best :) then went j8 to shop for pencil case...hmm..i really wish time will never stop. yupx
the next day i dragged myelf to swim..but i felt so lonely. i had used to her appearance...i longed for. but it will never happen. became so lifeness and dead. i knew i will become the dead man. feel kind of helpless too. blame for my poor personality. i am too weak to face trouble. i need long time to stand up. i hope i never fall. but i do. however i thank 'god' for what i have now. may be this is what my life has to go through. i miss you and hope to see you again real soon.
mood changed after i met my poly friends. yea it's been a real long time. so long that i want to stay overnight. and i did. have lots of fun. but this 'truth and truth' session left me a big question mark. i seems to have so many questions i want to ask. i want to satisfy my curiosity. not only that. i want to the side which i don't know but want to know. i didnt have the courage to ask. once again i blame myself.
thing would have changed............it just refreshed my memory. something i wanted to do before this holiday. but i failed to do so. on my way back i keep thinking...thinking...
i know i am just a guy who don't know how to express his feelings well. someone whose grammer is horrible.
I miss you you and you...
simply confused and mad...OOOOoooooo....
