right now i am trying hard not to think too much. i am trying to be alone, and i should be alone. i just want to be study freak now..does nothing else but study, study and more study. may be i should tell myself that in this world, people come and people go. i shouldn't worry too much and let thing be on it's own. whether it's sad or happy i still have to go on. so what's the big deal? and i don't expect myself to approach her either. siggghhhsss...so what more do you expect? i wanted to start talking to her, but i am just one useless bastard:) i wish my wishes come true. that is to be able to group with her for the project. nothing else much but only that right now. i know it's kind of impossible, very impossible beacause somehow we already done this little group work and there shouldn't be any changes unless others want to. and who would want to work with someone whom he/she doen't even know? right? so i am not having a lot of hopes on this. i should say i am feeling a little better compared to my last entry. okie.
today had a quick test on businss stats. i think it's kind of a interesting one with numbers. although i am not good at numbers, it's fun doing it:) have water tech test tomorrow. i hope i will have some time to revise during the long break in i got in the library. sometimes it is good to be alone. where you can do your own stuffs without caring anything. i quite love to be alone thought. being a loner isn't that bad actaully. yeah.
everyday i hope to see you, but you just don't appear, may be we are not fated and i am just a passer-by to you .=( nites nites
