i always wish i am him in your heart. assumptions are driving me insane. i am falling deeper since today. stupid and dumb me...

7/8/06
spend my noon with cai jun. it had been quite a long time since we last meet each other. anyway he paiseh me twice. i had been wanting to meet him since friday. but he's not free until sunday. meet him out at mos burger to eat lunch. it had been quite a long time since i last ate mos. i just love the fish burger there! yummy~~~chat abit the recently issues. well it's surprising that he's the only one i still go out with lahs. i don't know why. what happened to the 4Enduarance people? why am i keeping with cai jun who is in 4Faith. lols. shrugx. probably i am too lazy and quiet in msn.

went to play pool with him. he managed to draw with me 5-5. wahhahas..guess what he quit after this drawed the game. EEEEeeeee....wahahahs.. so we still haven't decide who's the winner. we shall continue another time after the exam. keke..

6/8/06
hmm..my phone is no longer my phone with all the pictures of others. even the wallpaper doesn't include me. kidding. oh ya. today i am so scared. i was shivering..heart was thumping.( correct spelling?) it's a pretty long story. but in the short it's an internal conflict in a group. every group seems to have their own problem. yes, i am already sick with this person. after today it's even worse lahs. gosh. some people are just so ungentlement. unlike me. bleahx. =p for example somone knock down my stuffs in lecture today and he just apologise to me? i was like what the.... hello? at least you help me to pick up my stuffs lahs..diaos. and i most importantly i think a guy shouldn't raise his voice at a girl (i never did *eyes rolling*). i just keep it in my heart..haix..almost had a fight. luckily it didn't happen. but i am just angry that because of that, he made a girl cry. BOOoooooo...RAHZ...

comm skil test is a nigthmare. however i manage to 'smile'. phew. it's not a surprise i fail this test. but i think i had tried my best le. i suppose everyone did. there's just not enough time to finish. i wonder what about the rest. omg you know what. today i see a chio bu twice!!! *joyjoy* and i can't believe we are 'togther' until my bus-stop. she lives just a few blocks away from me? then why don't i see her everyday? shrugx..

something it's bothering me lately..i can't stop thinking. have you ever think that the person you like is always noticing you when it's not. this happens to me all the time lahs. stupid. finally i want to end this entry with "If you don't have the courage, don't love."

tatas....

i always wish i am him in your heart. assumptions are driving me insane. i am falling deeper since today. stupid and dumb me...

7/8/06
spend my noon with cai jun. it had been quite a long time since we last meet each other. anyway he paiseh me twice. i had been wanting to meet him since friday. but he's not free until sunday. meet him out at mos burger to eat lunch. it had been quite a long time since i last ate mos. i just love the fish burger there! yummy~~~chat abit the recently issues. well it's surprising that he's the only one i still go out with lahs. i don't know why. what happened to the 4Enduarance people? why am i keeping with cai jun who is in 4Faith. lols. shrugx. probably i am too lazy and quiet in msn.

went to play pool with him. he managed to draw with me 5-5. wahhahas..guess what he quit after this drawed the game. EEEEeeeee....wahahahs.. so we still haven't decide who's the winner. we shall continue another time after the exam. keke..

6/8/06
hmm..my phone is no longer my phone with all the pictures of others. even the wallpaper doesn't include me. kidding. oh ya. today i am so scared. i was shivering..heart was thumping.( correct spelling?) it's a pretty long story. but in the short it's an internal conflict in a group. every group seems to have their own problem. yes, i am already sick with this person. after today it's even worse lahs. gosh. some people are just so ungentlement. unlike me. bleahx. =p for example somone knock down my stuffs in lecture today and he just apologise to me? i was like what the.... hello? at least you help me to pick up my stuffs lahs..diaos. and i most importantly i think a guy shouldn't raise his voice at a girl (i never did *eyes rolling*). i just keep it in my heart..haix..almost had a fight. luckily it didn't happen. but i am just angry that because of that, he made a girl cry. BOOoooooo...RAHZ...

comm skil test is a nigthmare. however i manage to 'smile'. phew. it's not a surprise i fail this test. but i think i had tried my best le. i suppose everyone did. there's just not enough time to finish. i wonder what about the rest. omg you know what. today i see a chio bu twice!!! *joyjoy* and i can't believe we are 'togther' until my bus-stop. she lives just a few blocks away from me? then why don't i see her everyday? shrugx..

something it's bothering me lately..i can't stop thinking. have you ever think that the person you like is always noticing you when it's not. this happens to me all the time lahs. stupid. finally i want to end this entry with "If you don't have the courage, don't love."

tatas....