gary is sad. gary isn't smart at all. gary is just a dumb ass. gary has run out of luck. i don't want to hide my sadness anymore.why?

got back my accouting test today. and not to my surprise i score this low. 31.5/50. hah. hah. hah. i have nothing to say. it hurts so much when i keep everything to myself. didn't i tell you that i am not going to do well?! didn't i tell you my life's going to be worse now? i feel so sick of myself. i really do. you put me high up and now you throw me down. i sustain serious damage.

skip my comm skil to go to hospital to see doctor. i wonder what i am going to do about it. had ice mocha and chicken puff for my lunch.

'you seems to have no problem with your voice'
'i do. i notice. everyone around me notices.'

and there goes the procedure..........

well. my vocal box is somehow damaged/injoured or whatever it is. it's gonna be a long treatment. that's all i know. yes gary, you have proved that your are right. the gay voice isn't your original voice. and YOU ALSO PROVED YOU ARE THE TROUBLEMAKER IN THE HOUSE. oh yes. trouble never seems to end for me.

i no longer can hold on. it's toally too much for me. traumatized. in the bus i just can't stop my mind thinking. it just come automatically. i shed one or two tears. such a long time since i last clear my tear glands. i can't wait to do what i am suppose/wanted to do. hah. just wait and see when i am going to do it again. i can't calm down. don't blame me if i am to do it. i am so fragile..

gary is sad. gary isn't smart at all. gary is just a dumb ass. gary has run out of luck. i don't want to hide my sadness anymore.why?

got back my accouting test today. and not to my surprise i score this low. 31.5/50. hah. hah. hah. i have nothing to say. it hurts so much when i keep everything to myself. didn't i tell you that i am not going to do well?! didn't i tell you my life's going to be worse now? i feel so sick of myself. i really do. you put me high up and now you throw me down. i sustain serious damage.

skip my comm skil to go to hospital to see doctor. i wonder what i am going to do about it. had ice mocha and chicken puff for my lunch.

'you seems to have no problem with your voice'
'i do. i notice. everyone around me notices.'

and there goes the procedure..........

well. my vocal box is somehow damaged/injoured or whatever it is. it's gonna be a long treatment. that's all i know. yes gary, you have proved that your are right. the gay voice isn't your original voice. and YOU ALSO PROVED YOU ARE THE TROUBLEMAKER IN THE HOUSE. oh yes. trouble never seems to end for me.

i no longer can hold on. it's toally too much for me. traumatized. in the bus i just can't stop my mind thinking. it just come automatically. i shed one or two tears. such a long time since i last clear my tear glands. i can't wait to do what i am suppose/wanted to do. hah. just wait and see when i am going to do it again. i can't calm down. don't blame me if i am to do it. i am so fragile..