Started off with a bad day..awoken up by an acute stomach..Did i eat something wrong? nope i guess..luckily i was fine after a while..managed to went back to sleep and guess what. I got a noise bleed when i was brushing my teeth..haix..blood again. It's disgusting to swallow the lumps of blood, but I think i have no choice. Okiex..lets' skip the disgusting part.
Had a last minute meeting with cai jun and chek how at ang mo kio central(outside sumo). It had been really a long while since I last meet cai jun. I almost couldn't recognise him you know? He had grown much taller, even taller than chek how. Oh my god..I think he's even taller than me! *shame shame* Then the pool addict, which is me suggested to went to play pool( i love pool) at funland there. It's quite cheap also...5 bucks per hour..well, each of us ended up to play 3 bucks only..heex.. and dear chek how seems so despo about 'jioing' a girl name michelle, who is suppose to his brother's friend lahz..dotted..but we crapped alot on how should be type, what is appropiate etc...dang! shop for my track shoes, danial finally came. *extremely late* bought it and $83Until now then I realized I am not sure what is the purpose of the pair of shoe. Could it be corss country? It is for running? Shrugx..afraid that I may have bought the wrong pair of shoes..oh no...
I have a great time smsing her today. I just love to talk to her, though I don't know hwow she feels. Chit gave me some very good advice. Most girls I shared my problem with encourage me confess, like Joyce. I need to thank them all. But it's so tough...? Why? Why am I afraid of rejection. I am such a failure, who even can't admit to tell the person i like ' I like you' Such a simpe task, even some people whom I never think of is doing so. example jian ning. I am down. Rushed back home because I msg until my phone was out of battery. ahahs..while danial and chek how went to play lan, me and cai jun went home. (We two are just not interested in lan gaming) She actually bougght a new suit for wednesday because she thought it was too formal. Well, I am looking to forward seeing her in Wednesday. Hopfully I can take a picture with her xP
Tomorrow all the dummies will be wearing their own secondary PE T-shirt. Woot..can't wait to see how different school's PE T-shirt are like. I hope I didn't disgrace my school, because I am kind of proud of Presbyterian High School(PHS) =D
拒絕最起碼問了最起碼也給自己一個交代呀, 不問就什麼也沒有機會是自己爭取的...
不說的話就是連0.01的機會也沒有Arrrrhhh..help me please...
