Life is really fragile. this saying works rather well on me. Okie..it seems to be a fine day when I was still playing pool with my Jian Ming on thursday after my pom tutorial. yea had some great fun and then who knows during my pom lecture later in the noon would my mood swing. i thought of my past, started to write my feelings onto the piece of paper and threw it away into the dustbin. well, at least the dummies thought I was angry with someone else, nope it wasn't. Or could be the the games which they were playing and I couldn't figure out what happened until carista told me the secret behind it. Then after pom we were decided to play pool, yupx I agreed to go too. but just as I was walking to the *mushroom*, I felt a sudden pain on my right chest. I doubt myself, and breathe in deeper. No doubt it was. okie..i tried to hide it, but the apin got more intense..in the end I told them i got to go to the A&E (Accident and Emergency), they were rather shocked it. hahas so am I.

took a cab there...had x-ray, confirmed by the doctor it was pneumorthorax, on the right lung. So they just had these procedure of inserting a chest tube in again.

the next morning I was told to be do the VATS on my right lung too because i had past case..Yupx..it was quite a surpise that I would be here at the heart centre again that soon. hahas..i had high hope on meeting my long crush- the physiotherapist. called dad, he came almost immediately, sneaking out to sign the consent. well..was so happy and shocked on friday that the dummies, with jian ming and johnathon came to visit me ..an early birthday celebration. They bought me a chocolate tiramisu cake and celebrate with me..wahahhas...i am just plain too overjoyed that day. oh well...they stayed with me until I asked to change and get ready for my operation. the operation went well i suppose...lets cut things short and sweet...

so it was 8 july, my first ever birthday spent in hospital. another physiotherpist came on my birthday and guess what? she's from hk too? wahahahs..world is small isn't it. so i manage to ask about the long crush on the physiotherapist. and she replied saying she had gone for a 2 weeks off? sad isn't it? haix..just as i was hoping to see her and she's away...=( anyway the new physiotherapist is nice a girl today. yea she just graduated and had work in the heart centre like less than one month ago..hahas...was moved from high dependancy to normal ward..secondary school friends came to visit me, the first two was chek how and wen hui. bought me a shirt for my bithday..the rest soon arrive...zheng ping and liu qiong arrived when those two were away..and wow, suddenly the ward was filled with peeps..hahas..sorry it was hot lahz..i wasn't rich enough to stay at B1 ward. ping and qiong bought a choclate cake again..ahahas...choco nightmare. anyway made my bithday wish without lightning the candle...no choice. i am in hospital!!! hahas..parents took shift to come to visit me so that i won't feel too bored.. well. as my dad says the patient will actaully feel much secured if some parent/friend is around. this is very true...i do wish for that but i do understand that they have to work too.

the second last day was rather okie...except for the giddyness which has been bothering me ever since each time i am admitted..i guess i lost too much blood during the operation. but i shld be fine soon. i really have to thank yisim. =) she had kept me accompanied at my most difficult time by sms to me..hahas..erm..we have been like smsing to each other almost for 6-7 hours..wahahas..yea i really enjoy talking to her...hehex..but i think she's just treating me as a good sister afterall. wondering where i stand in your heart. hmmm..joyce came over at night to visit me..thanks these 2 girls for keeping me alive..hahas..if not i may just died of boredom that whole long day. imagine trying to sleep, but you couldn't!!!!! suffer right? okie...thanks the last night's mosquito...irrirating..makes me feel so itchy and it's red even till now. i just hate that damn mosquito..i juz hope i had fed him fully..okie..the next day i could finally go home...yay

and here i am back home...can't go school yet..but my mc ends till 31 july..long way eh? hahas...waiting for me to recover so that i can go school to see the dummies..yea i can't wait to see them again you see..hahas...shall end here...i will definitely try to blog more often...if i am feeling better, but as you know life's boring if not in school...tatas..

Life is really fragile. this saying works rather well on me. Okie..it seems to be a fine day when I was still playing pool with my Jian Ming on thursday after my pom tutorial. yea had some great fun and then who knows during my pom lecture later in the noon would my mood swing. i thought of my past, started to write my feelings onto the piece of paper and threw it away into the dustbin. well, at least the dummies thought I was angry with someone else, nope it wasn't. Or could be the the games which they were playing and I couldn't figure out what happened until carista told me the secret behind it. Then after pom we were decided to play pool, yupx I agreed to go too. but just as I was walking to the *mushroom*, I felt a sudden pain on my right chest. I doubt myself, and breathe in deeper. No doubt it was. okie..i tried to hide it, but the apin got more intense..in the end I told them i got to go to the A&E (Accident and Emergency), they were rather shocked it. hahas so am I.

took a cab there...had x-ray, confirmed by the doctor it was pneumorthorax, on the right lung. So they just had these procedure of inserting a chest tube in again.

the next morning I was told to be do the VATS on my right lung too because i had past case..Yupx..it was quite a surpise that I would be here at the heart centre again that soon. hahas..i had high hope on meeting my long crush- the physiotherapist. called dad, he came almost immediately, sneaking out to sign the consent. well..was so happy and shocked on friday that the dummies, with jian ming and johnathon came to visit me ..an early birthday celebration. They bought me a chocolate tiramisu cake and celebrate with me..wahahhas...i am just plain too overjoyed that day. oh well...they stayed with me until I asked to change and get ready for my operation. the operation went well i suppose...lets cut things short and sweet...

so it was 8 july, my first ever birthday spent in hospital. another physiotherpist came on my birthday and guess what? she's from hk too? wahahahs..world is small isn't it. so i manage to ask about the long crush on the physiotherapist. and she replied saying she had gone for a 2 weeks off? sad isn't it? haix..just as i was hoping to see her and she's away...=( anyway the new physiotherapist is nice a girl today. yea she just graduated and had work in the heart centre like less than one month ago..hahas...was moved from high dependancy to normal ward..secondary school friends came to visit me, the first two was chek how and wen hui. bought me a shirt for my bithday..the rest soon arrive...zheng ping and liu qiong arrived when those two were away..and wow, suddenly the ward was filled with peeps..hahas..sorry it was hot lahz..i wasn't rich enough to stay at B1 ward. ping and qiong bought a choclate cake again..ahahas...choco nightmare. anyway made my bithday wish without lightning the candle...no choice. i am in hospital!!! hahas..parents took shift to come to visit me so that i won't feel too bored.. well. as my dad says the patient will actaully feel much secured if some parent/friend is around. this is very true...i do wish for that but i do understand that they have to work too.

the second last day was rather okie...except for the giddyness which has been bothering me ever since each time i am admitted..i guess i lost too much blood during the operation. but i shld be fine soon. i really have to thank yisim. =) she had kept me accompanied at my most difficult time by sms to me..hahas..erm..we have been like smsing to each other almost for 6-7 hours..wahahas..yea i really enjoy talking to her...hehex..but i think she's just treating me as a good sister afterall. wondering where i stand in your heart. hmmm..joyce came over at night to visit me..thanks these 2 girls for keeping me alive..hahas..if not i may just died of boredom that whole long day. imagine trying to sleep, but you couldn't!!!!! suffer right? okie...thanks the last night's mosquito...irrirating..makes me feel so itchy and it's red even till now. i just hate that damn mosquito..i juz hope i had fed him fully..okie..the next day i could finally go home...yay

and here i am back home...can't go school yet..but my mc ends till 31 july..long way eh? hahas...waiting for me to recover so that i can go school to see the dummies..yea i can't wait to see them again you see..hahas...shall end here...i will definitely try to blog more often...if i am feeling better, but as you know life's boring if not in school...tatas..